Now i only found out that..

i don't really like waiting..

I'm not patient on waiting something actually,

although I always said "I don't mind", "is ok".

Yea i really don't mind if that's just happen to me one or two times.

When comes to happen several times or more than i expected,

It's sometimes really kinda pissed me off.

But I always hard to show that feel on my face, and keep the feeling deep inside my heart.

I know sometimes you're late because there's something more important you need to do.

But my heart feel quite sour when you don't reply me for more than hours and after that tell me that you are actually doing something which, is actually not that urgent and you can actually take out some time on reply me even just a short msg.

From the beginning you know i don't like waiting right.?

I told you before that I will try change to be more patient than before.

But honestly, is kinda hard for me.. unless i'm doing something else while waiting your reply..

Haih.. I know that im kinda possessive person.. I'm sorry and hope you don't mind.. If you see this, hope you can understand how i feel.. I love you..

holiday~~

After finished the last paper for my final exam on may 10,

is officially my 2 weeks holiday~ ohyeah!

but didn't back hometown and stayed kl for another few days.

to relax myself and release all the stresses "gained" from the exam.. hehe..

Watched two movies in these few days.~

Which are "Thor" and "Priest".

Actually these two movies wasn't that nice for me. Juz OKAY~

The first one is "Thor".

is the kind of superhero movie, with the superhero kind of story line.

(Someone stay above the sky with powerful strength, ability, a "hammer" with power, and also with a bad attitude, loss all his power because of took back from him by his powerful father XD, then depreciated became human. And then start to learn and change his attitude, then go back to the sky, fight with his bad brother, then win, then become king..)

LAME, but still ok for me lar.. I'm a casual person, i don't really mind that and just enjoyed my movie XD (but there're really have some movies that make me pissed off and scolded myself for why wasted my time on watching that. XD )

second one,"Priest".

for me, is better than "Thor".

not very horror movie actually but the vampires in the movie did horrified me, and a lot of fighting scenes using many types of weapons. and the another reason that make me think that it is better, is because of MAGGIE Q!!~

Omg although she wore outfits that covered all her body, but the sexy bodyshape still attracted me, and.. when she's in fighting scenes, damn yeng! (yea, i like girl to be hot and sexy rather than act cute and stand there ask: gor gor give me sweet sweet~XD)

Besides of movie, i had my sing k session with my house mates too~ there's been a long time didn't sing k with them~ quite enjoyed actually but just don't like how they remain silent whenever there're English songs shown up. == please la, go learn some English songs lar~

(WTF Lady gaga's songs also don't how to sing meh.. XD somemore sing hokkien song.. faint*)

After stayed at kl for few more days, i'm now already at my home, in my room~<3

had steamboat as dinner with family once came back from kl,

and went Mum's primary school for the charity bazaar today~ Damn enjoyed myself today although was kinda tired(woke up too early) and the weather was so hot.. But who cares, i still ate a lot today~ XD

So, my 2 weeks holiday is officially started, and i will ENJOY it to the MAX!

p.s: face allergic which brought me a lot pimples on face.. hate u!

and someone that brought me love and happiness.. Love u..<3

Unmotivated.

Final exam week already passed half.

3/5 subjects' papers already taken.

left two subjects which will be taken on 9/10 may continuously.

It just left two papers but..

why i'm so unmotivated.

although just left two subjects,

but i just don't feel like study,

keep on thinking that, what should i do in holiday,

where should i go, and how should i pass my holiday.

but exam week haven't finish yet!

Just feel like im not as motivated as when i'm ready for my first, second and third paper.

is that because all my motivation already swapped away after the third paper?

(which i was prepared well, and think i can do well in exam, but entered the exam hall, and found out, TOOT, i was wrong and the lecturer was right, final exam even harder than midterm..)

haha.. maybe~ or maybe just giving myself an excuse for not study now..

ANYONE CAN GIVE ME MOTIVATION TO START MY REVISION?

(anyone can pull me out from the addiction of facebook? XD)

Hope there's someone..^^

p.s: t( '_' )t to my lecturer, i don't want see you next sem..T.T

Ma Hair Evolution..

Ok. there's someone just posted the similar kind of blog,

and i feel like, i should post one too.

checking back my photos in secondary school,

i found that i lost almost all of them.. TT

haiz.. no choice, i have to request some of the pictures from my friend..

(how can she still keep such old photos.. XD when that they all of us are not that good looking.. XD)

my hair in secondary school was black, of course it's black. XD

and short, i don't really know how to style my hair that time, plus my DARK skin color, and that time, i'm just soooooo ugly even out of my expectation..

feel like punch on that stupid face? yea i have the same thought. i hate the me in secondary school LOL

this "tortured when look into mirror" years not really passed fast, it spent me almost 5 years..

After that, Graduated. Everyone that just graduated sure will go and do something on their hair coz they desperately hope to do but can't due to secondary school restriction.

And so, i done mine too. == lets see.

OMFG. i can't accept i was looked like that. ><

but so what, who doesn't have the past, even that ALBEE YAP also have a past that she don't really wanna recalled hahaha.. (cheering up myself now.. lol)

after secondary school life is over, now let's go into my foundation studies life..

the hair.. got longer.. color, dyed darker color so that my dark skin look brighter. but i still hate this hairstyle. bird nest. LOL

erm... my eyes doesn't look like fish eyes at all that time.. look sleepy, kinda lazy eyes. haha

and i found that, i kept this hairstyle for whole foundation studies year.

ohya, another hairstyle and i don't know when was that, around found

ation studies i think. haha

LOL

okay, here comes degree life..

hair grown even more longer, thicker, messier.

but luckily i got to know alot of friends that good in dressing up nicely, and styling hair nicely. and i became this guy.

Yeap, I had changed. haha.. looks better.. longer hair, korean look? XD

and after that, hair grown LONGER.. become LALA...

too LALA, and i cut it, this time was my year 2 in degree life. looks even better in short hair? haha i don't know but i prefer short hair now haha~

and after that, grown longer again after few months, this photo taken at langkawi. XD

And i got bored with the color, and i dyed it bright... (that hairstylist told me dye brighter make me look brighter in skin color.. ==)

And grown longer again.. no difference but the color still thr. haha~
and again, i cut it. but this time i remained my hair on top, dye in back to darker color, and cut

the sideburn shorter. im kinda love this photo XD
And wait for one or two months (my hair really grow faster.. dunno why) got longer, and this time, tried new hairstyle. I cut abit but remained the length of my hair, but SHAVED off my left side, my left sideburn gone. XD

I like that hairstyle but my hair just grown way too fast, and after few months, dyed for new color again. It was greenish grey and im totally in love with this color. XD
Before go my industrial training.. cut short, AGAIN.
And then, 3 months industrial training, i didn't cut my hair, at all. and finally grown longer AGAIN. XD

After back from industrial training, cut of the messy hair, and dyed back some color to cover my faded out color's hair, and got this..

And the final hairstyle, mushroom head, i cut my fringe, from my previous "right side longer" fringe, into "equally long mushroom" fringe. and found that i can be cute XD (this was two months ago, Year3 Semester 3 of my degree life, and i'm 22 years old.)

After this hairstyle, my hair actually grow longer again but i choose to cut back the same fringe and, dyed it redish brown. din update, because final exam is coming, and no time to wear nicely and take a nice photo.. haha.. but still kinda similar with this photo. ==

Okay, that's all my hair evolution, you will probably found there are some "characteristics" of my hair :

1) fast growing

2) dye color often

3) short-> long -> short -> long -> short ->...

4) color faded out easily..

5) hair damaged..

and, i really change a lot right?! hahahahahaXD~

ILU IMU

what's that?

haha.. yeap it's short form.

but short form of what?

erm.. it can be anything..

depends on what comes in your mind first..

the thing that comes to my mind first was that three words.

yea, that THREE words that comes into most of you guys' mind first.

yea.. there's someone i do want to say these words to.

and, i said quite a lot of times to that someone too.

but sometimes.. i can't get the reply that i want.

i know that someone do have the same feeling on me " maybe im wrong?" hehe.

but when i get an answer of "i don't simply say that", or "is still not the time yet for me to say that",

is kinda disappointed me, sometimes. haha..

but maybe i'm the one who have too much expectations,

and the one who wanted too much..

Is ok.. When the relationship is started, i already know there must me someone in between us that need to give out more than another. and honestly i'm still have a doubt in my mind..

but who cares.. i know one day you will tell me that three words, and i'm waiting for it too.

Hope it will not take much time.. haha~

IMU.. ILU.. someone. <3

Im not ok...

totally not ok at all..

although i seems like nothing in front of you,

but im just pretending.

Im trying to accept the fact now...

New semester, same stress..

Every new semester, there's sure same stress that make me gone crazy.

of course, i facing it again this semester..

but the difference is, when come to a new semester,

means that i had already pass through the previous one,

and one and following semester gone,

means that im getting nearer to final year in my degree.

And this caused the stress in every semester become

more and more serious..

Yeap, this is the stress that every students do have.

There are the PARTs that we sure have to go through when study.

Presentations, Assignments, Reports, Tests..

Like today, I had just finished a presentation and a test, in the same day..

The presentation is kinda important for me because the subject of the presentation, is my repeated subject.. ==

Of course the test is important too, half of the coursework marks.. OMG.

the day before, i was in frustrated situation, and nearly crazy.

and you know what, im staying on 14th floor. hahaha but don't worry, i won't be that stupid.

And now, i already finished the presentation and test, although im not really satisfy with what i had done, but so? already passed XD

but,actually there are still tests, reports to pass up, and assignments to pass up, in the following weeks.

SHXT..

So what?! bring it on! im ready to accept you guy's challenges! (yeap im talking to the PARTs. XD and guess what, this proven that im really will get crazy soon haha..)

P.S: Erm.. Bad mood, i've loss something that i want so much. but at the end, it still not belongs to me..

Ipod Touch 4 ♥

There's been a mood-less and unmotivated period of time for me after started my new semester.

and FINALLY, there is something that can make me happier, even happy than last year XD

Yeah that's right, i got my i-i sound merchandise already!

Is the latest version of Ipod, Ipod touch 4~♥♥~ haha

However whoever know me, actually know that initially i'm actually looking for Iphone 4..

But really, Iphone 4 is tooooooooo expensive for me lar.. need me pay for 24 months.. and my purpose to buy Iphone is actually to play its applications only~ so Ipod Touch 4 is way much suitable for me than Iphone 4~

(I look like I'm comforting myself, but really, ipod Touch 4 suit me more, someone that dun wan waste too much money, and only want enjoy the i-i sound merchandise's applications nia~ XD)

Now i don't care any comment about iphone is better than ipod touch lar, or anything says that not worth for buy ipod touch, because I already bought it. XD

So, don't try to mischief my relationship with my newest dear yea haha!

erm..... should i give my dear a new name??

do u have any idea about the name?? hahaha~~♥

愿望成真？！♥♥

元宵节才放了天灯，

难道天公已经收到了？

难道已经在慢慢实现着我的愿望了？哈哈！

希望是咯~哈哈~

记得愿望里写了

“保佑妈妈中万字”

OMG以为礼拜六中，没中，伤心了一下。。

谁知道天公迟了一天帮我实现愿望~礼拜天中了~哈哈！（多少，无可奉告XD）

当然也快换来我梦寐以求的爱疯4~ ♥♥♥

再想起许了另一个愿望

“外婆从疾病中痊愈，健健康康”

真的也~^^外婆开刀后，住院几天后就没事回家休养了~~

当然外婆外公也是会继续健康下去~♥♥♥

两个愿已实现，难道其他也会实现？！

（不会吧，我会进超级星光决赛？！这个Sem会first class？！

上云顶会打杀四方？！OMG无法想象~哇哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。。♥）

天公保佑~♥~天公显灵~♥~天公万岁~♥~

我爱天公~♥~我爱天灯~♥~我爱好运~♥~

看来我要还愿了~♥♥

好运要继续降临，愿望要继续实现噢~呵呵。。

P.s: 几个最近很喜欢去云顶赌钱的我的朋友，我好像忘了帮你们也许一份咧。。XD

对不起涅。XD

相信还是不相信？

未踏入十二点之前，

让朋友的妹妹帮我做了个塔罗占卜。。

问了一个我自己也觉得很好笑的问题。。

“塔罗阿塔罗，我。。跟他，有可能吗？”

哈哈。。很像怨妇那样，还问那些可能不可能的问题。

就好像想把那个人得到手，吃下去一样。

不过没办法，我和他之间的事，就只剩这个问题可以问了。。

在做着占卜的时候，发现自己竟然比做起其它事还认真，

从来都没想过自己是那么认真地看待一个小小的占卜。。

也可能是我自己发现，我已经没什么好的答案，来解答我这个疑惑了吧。。

过了不久，牌也抽了。。

说了，“我和他是不可能的”

！！！。。。。。

哈哈，好像灵验了，我真的觉得我跟他没可能，

而且，牌还说了，如果我还执著的去纠缠，会另到那个人开始讨厌我。。

还说，之间的障碍，是我本身的问题。。

解决方法还是说让我找另一个。。

哈哈。。哭笑不得。。

过后朋友回家了，但我还沉在当时的情景中，

觉得大部分都很灵，自己也起了鸡皮疙瘩。。

但是，真得又那么灵？真得别在执著？

相信，还是不相信呢？

:(

p.s: 今晚应该没觉好睡了。。

Valentine's day..

14/02/2011.

Valentine's day...

Wat?! Valentine's day?! OMG totally forget this SPECIAL day ady.. or should i said, i don't even celebrate this day before, with my love one. Is already 22 years i did not celebrate this special day with the special one.. But doesn't mean i didn't fall in love and date with someone before, just always start after Valentine's day, and end before Valentine's day..

Same as last 21 years, gonna be single Valentine's day for this year again,

and i know my mum hope i bring a girlfriend back, for duration of 22 years too already.

and im soo sorry, i couldn't make it. XD

Saw that everybody is posting Valentine's day greeting message on their facebook status,

honestly i do feel a lil bit annoying about that..

why is everyone so care of this so called Special day for Couples?

What's the reason of why u all take this day sooo importantly?

Everyday also sticked together with ur gf/bf, this day should be as normal as every single day rite?buying gifts and presents for ur love one, OMG birthday gift lar,

Christmas gift lar new year gift lar.. so rich enough to give so much gifts ar? XD

haiz.. actually Valentine's day still just a normal day with 24 hours/1440 minutes/ 86400 seconds.. since everyday ady sticked with ur loves one, why not take this day as rest day,

stay at home and sing "dan shen wan sui"?? XD just a day, not big deal

and ur gf/bf wont mad bout this one right? haha..

u guys might think im talking nonsenses.. yea you're right, coz whenever i found my GF,

i think i will be just same as you guys, do what should a couple do in Valentine's day.. XD

Happy Valentine's Day everyone~~

p.s: by the way, do anyone know that, today is also lunar new year 12th day?

or for malaysian, today is also the birthday eve of prophet Muhammad?? XD

i guess, no one know unless they saw I reminded on my facebook. XD